September 29th, 2011

I'm very happy the "Full Fluids" period went very well. I had no problem whatsoever. Yesterday was my first dinner on "Soft Foods" and was sooooo happy to have salmon....lol...as soon as I took my first bite, DH was looking at me and asked, "so?" and all I could say was "O.M.G. sooo good" lmao I think that I had gotten so excited that one of my bites was a little bigger and I knew right away as I swallowed and sure enough, I could feel the tightness and "stricture" came to mind. I was just sitting there hoping I didn't screw it up by just one bite. I stopped eating for about 10 minutes and felt great again so kept eating. But man oh man are the plates content ever small to what we used to eat uh? lol But I'm so OK with that. I'm barely hungry at any time of the day and sometimes actually, forget to have my snacks. I was happy to be able to recognize that I couldn't eat my whole big 4 tbsp of salmon as I knew I felt full. I think I haven't felt full in 25 yrs...lol...as silly it would sound to a "normal" person, it was a great feeling. Keep it real my peeps! :)

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